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Merry Blueberry

I decided that I wanted to get something for my mom & hushbear that represents the baby. Since he/she didn’t make it past blueberry size I decided to try to find a blueberry ornament for them. I wanted something that … Continue reading

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It’s like learning a new language

I’ve become part of a new group and there is a new language to learn. I’m on both a pregnancy loss board and one about trying to conceive after a miscarriage. I didn’t really join any of these boards before … Continue reading

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In limbo

I’ve been doing so well. I hadn’t really cried since Saturday when I told a good friend that we lost the baby. (Yeah, it was only 2 days, but it was progress.) That wasn’t even in person because he moved … Continue reading

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At least it smells nice in my house

Between the nausea and then the miscarriage I’ve neglected my house. It’s embarrassingly messy. I’ve been able to keep the laundry done, but the clean clothes are in a pile on a chair in the living room. Now I’m on … Continue reading

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Don’t read if squeamish

Don’t say I didn’t warn you. This is a post D&C topic and if I were you, I wouldn’t read it. The blood. Oh gawd. The blood. I stopped bleeding the first day and was just spotting a little bit. … Continue reading

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I was laying in bed reading and realized that the nausea is gone. Dr. Firpo said within 48 hours it should be better, but I never anticipated that it would be gone so quickly. It’s been around 60 hours since … Continue reading

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It’s getting easier, but the pain is still there. I felt stronger emotionally today, and I haven’t cried, so that’s an improvement. I decided not to take my Vicodin this morning to see if I could handle the pain. Bad … Continue reading

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So far it’s ok

I had the D&C today around 12:30 or so. I arrived at Fannin Surgicare at 11 am as instructed and there were babies everywhere. Wow, that was kind of hard. I imagine the first visit to Dr. Firpo on December … Continue reading

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But it’s an even year…

2008 so far: January 2-14, Hushbear and I went in Sydney February 8-10 we went to NOLA with friends Mid-March found out I won’t graduate until May 09 March 22 -5 year wedding anniversary April 23 – turn 29 May … Continue reading

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It’s over

I don’t even know what to do. This pregnancy has been so hard, but I was still so happy. Now it’s over. We went into the doctor today for an ultrasound and found out that the baby’s heart stopped beating, … Continue reading

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