Monthly Archives: January 2009

the girls

Nope, not a euphemism for my boobs. I mean Baby & Maggie. I’ve been posting about Bell so much and I realize that I should do a post about the other two girls in our life. Let me introduce Baby. … Continue reading

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It’s officially been a week…

and I miss her as much today as I have all week. I try not to cry, because all she ever wanted to do was make us happy. She was so small, but life revolved around her. The house is … Continue reading

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She’s here

Hushbear got back with Isabell’s ashes tonight close to 7. I’m not completely sure what I expected. I took the box from him when he got here. It’s so light. It’s almost like there’s not anything in there. It’s sad. … Continue reading

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the call

The call came today. I wasn’t sure how I would feel. Julie, the tech who has known Isabell since we got her, was calling to let me know that she was back. She said “I was calling to let you … Continue reading

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sad

I’m really trying to refocus. I need to focus on school, Baby, Maggie, and Hushbear but I keep thinking about Isabell. I had routines with her and retraining myself is hard. She was so small, but the house seems so … Continue reading

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Considering changing the title of an old post

My post on a fake script called in is the most often looked at one in the bunch. If you use google and search for things like the following: How to get a fak3 prescription How to make a fak3 … Continue reading

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sleep

Trying to go to sleep is now one of the hardest parts of my day. Almost every night for the past several years Isabell and I have gone to sleep together. She would wait patiently at the end of the … Continue reading

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I don’t know what to title this

I don’t want to write an obituary, but I’m afraid it might sound like one. Here it goes. January 20, 2009 at around 3pm our wonderful, loving, amazing dog Isabell died. Moms aren’t supposed to have favorites. We are supposed … Continue reading

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A little piece of home

Well, not exactly home. I was walking down the street and stopped for a light when I noticed a girl across the street wearing an I’m Not Obsessed shirt. I couldn’t see the name on it, but I think it … Continue reading

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Self confession/reflection time

I don’t think it’s a stretch to say that I was good at my job. I don’t know if it was just having a lot of experience or what, but I was fairly good. I wouldn’t say I was the … Continue reading

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